Listener Lioness

"Songs based on my little real life drama"

I cant finish it. DARN!

November 17, 2008

I woke up in the sound of rain hardly touching the roof. It was raining non-stop, and I saw my sister playing at the backyard. She had the most euphoric smile I’d ever seen. Watching her made me happy while I sat beside the dusty window of the living room. Suddenly I remembered how I used to dance in it every time it rained in my hometown. My friends and I will go outside playing hide-and-go-seek, splashing rain water at each other, and wishing that the rain won’t stop. Turning my sight to the kitchen, I saw my mother cooking food for dinner. I am intrigued by the aromatic smell from the freshly cooked soup. I could hear the clanging of the plates and silverwares while she sets them in. It feels like old times, when I can smell my mom’s hair as she holds me up on her shoulders.

 comment about sa nanay ko nagluluto which i dont like that much. Tama ba daw kasi di ko nga gusto luto ng mudra ko hehe.

©­«­­kevin°°: kht na

©­«­­kevin°°: such a lier 

 hehe napakagaling mo tlg kevin. Wala ka naman naitulong, lalo lang walang naisip si karen sayo. TY ah. love u!

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Family of Musicians

November 12, 2008

KEVIN (guitarist) QUEENIE (singer)

First time kong narinig yung video, wow it was different than the other versions. And I LIKE IT A LOT! Parang mix siya ng bosanova acoustic haha. Magtito yan dalawa, their family are all musically inclined. Wish ko lang kasing galing ko sila hehe. Si Queen naman sobrang ganda ng boses, (sali ka na ng contest pede ka na! haha joke). Keep it up guys!

Gawa pa kau ng ibang video para cool! Thanks for the song <3<3

 

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MY EVERYTHING

November 6, 2008

corny pero the meaning is awesome~

 

The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn’t see are now so clear to me

You are my everything
Nothing your love won’t bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I’ve ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you’ve opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that’s truly real
a guiding light that’ll never fade
there’s not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won’t let go
I hope you’ll always know

You are my everything
Nothing your love won’t bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I’ve ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

You’re the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time (for all time)

You are my everything (you are my everything)
Nothing your love won’t bring (nothing your love won’t bring)
My life is yours alone (alone)
The only love I’ve ever known
Your spirit pulls me through (your spirit pulls me through)
When nothing else will do (when nothing else will do)
Every night I pray (I pray)
On bended knee (on my knee)
That you will always be
be my everything’

 

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Crushing embarassing moment

November 3, 2008

Nagsimula ako magkacrush nung nagstart ako maghighschool. Mostly mga crush ko yung mga sikat sa school or yung mga matatangkad at maganda ung katawan (di payat or mataba)

Pero nung nagkacrush ako na di taga school at cousin ng friend ko. Nakita ko siya nung sinali sya sa liga ng basketball. Ang galing sa defence kasi matangkad at malapad ang balikat. Crush ko siya at alam lahat ng friends ko yun pwera lang sa kanya ( sus im sure naman halata niya ako haha). Pag malapit yan sakin para akong natatae na pinagpapawisan ng malamig na nauutal na nawawala sa sarili. Grabe alam niyo yung ganun feeling pag may crush ka? hehe kakaloka!  Madalas ko siyang tawagin pag dadaan yun sa tapat namin, sabay tatago ako. (kulet  ko). At ako ang may pinakamalakas na cheer kapag nakashoot at nakasupalpal siya haha! sasabihin ng mga friends ko “karen crush mo na”~ sabay hiyaw na ako haha!

Ginawang paraan to ng mga kapatid ng friends kong bata para scam ako ng piso. Lagi nila sinasabi sakin na tatawagin nila ung pinsan na nla na lumapit, syempre ako ayaw ko kaya bibigyan ko sila ng piso. Then one night nalaman nung mga kuya nung friend ko na crush ko nga yun pinsan nila, naguusap sila sa tapat nila) . Eh sakto nandun siya kausap nila, edi lalo niya nalaman! Ako naman nasa tindahan pauwi na ako nung tinawag ako ng kuya nila, nakow super nahiya ako, di ko alam gagawin ko, sa isip ko kahihiyan kung lalapit ako, aasarin lang nila ako pag lumapit ako, So ang ginawa ko tumakbo ako sa bahay namin! nung nahimasmasan ako dun ko nalaman na mas nakakahiya pa yung pagtakbo.

 Sa topic sa thread na about TORPE sa forum, Its true na  torpe tayo when it comes to crushes or likes. Dito natin mararamdaman ung pagkahiya sa opposite sex at paghanga sa isang tao. Lahat first time ^^ lets learned from our mistake.

 

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happy yet annoyed

My computer is a MESS!!!!! im so annoyed right now ahehe!

i wish i can get a new one ^^ but the sad part is i cant.

No money na wahehe, nakasaved na for next sem yun.

But ayus lang my parents are there naman to provide minsan.

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1-2 days to go and 6 months na kami ni kevin.. nyaaw! half a year na galing galing hehe!

love u dad <3!!!!

 

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Age 15 and so forth…..

October 28, 2008

Di pa ako nakakatulog, I cant find anything else to do but to blog. Lets write things about me again. tanntannntanntannn ( drum rolls)

I was born and raised obviously in the Philippines (yaya whatever). When i was  15 my dad decided that it is about time for us (his family) to be with him in the US. My mom and my older brother was the first one to flew with my dad, So i was left with a big responsiblity in my hand. our budget, our food, my little sister and brother, my school, the house, and a lot of things im not ready yet to deal with.  At first i thought it would be fun that im the one handling the money*, that there is no mom who will nagged in every wrong i did but those were about to changed when all sort of problems aroused. I am not that organize person so i lost a lot of money while dealing the budget. Worst  I started to have trust issues about the people around me because of the moey i lost everytime. duh!!!  who will get the money? the roaches and rats? LOL! In the long run i decided to give the responsibility to my Aunt. So that i wont deal with it anymore. It stressing the crap out of me! hahaha

The next year it was our turn to go byebye to PH. It was sad leaving friends and close cousins but hey life must go on. It was October and darn its pretty cold in florida, (winter is coming). I’ve met my cousins who lived around the area. It was fun yet pretty boring. In about 3 days we went to the highschool to enroll, it was not as hard as i thought it would be so the next day i started  right away, and i feel very scared. It was different than any other typical highschool in the Ph. I dont even know how to open the locker, and i did not know that the student are the one going room to room. In addition to my embarassment  was i talked english is so stiff and low that they cant understand me at all. HAHA. All i said was YES or NO errrr :) ) nodd up or down or sideways, means i got you! haha. Time goes by and i did gain people i know in school and  i can talk english without telling me to say it once again. hehe now its cool!

Now im in college and this is the place where you cant find any people you know in highschool. People are just focus on their work and homework to do. Im like that but i always got time to have fun.

Ayan nahihilo na ako dahil wala pa akong tulog. As in wala pa !!!!! napaiyak pa ako kanina. Bakit nga ba ako umiyak? Wala lang drama ko lang. Keme lang ni Karen hehehe cge higa mode again~

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Audition Babies Dance Battle Club Philippines

October 27, 2008

Its about time para magpost naman ako about Audition Babies.

Di ko na maalala kung anong month ako nagchange nick into -B-hotsizzle but alam ko na matagal ko ng kakilala si pink, reggaeboy, at salvaje.(mga taong gumawa ng babies) I’ve met pink while playing boys vs girls- team mode. laughtrip nun about scandal moves. kakaloka un at super alive ang dugo ko habang natawa ako ng super lakas. Sabay kong nakilala si pink at chechesandra (bestfriend ko na sa audi tong babaeng to) at si bling, mga friends ko till now. Si reggaeboy naman nakilala ko while playing din malamang. Ang pagkakaalam ko sa room un ni che at nicky tapos sumali si tikas tapos un dalawa nagwatch mode. Di ako matalo ni tikas nun e haha tapos ayun naging kaibigan ko na sa YM. Si kuya rho (salvaje) naman nakalaro ko ata through pink. tawag sakin nun karen koh, im like his little sister hehe. So ayun friends ko na rin ever since kasi ngayon di na siya maxado nagool sa ym kaya miss ko na siya.

After madisband yung club ko before, babies lang tlg ang pede kong salihan na club kasi meron na ako kakilala, mga officers pa! Nakakausap ko na rin sila na pwedeng pwede ako sa babies kaya ayun SUMALI AKO!!! Kaso may problema :( wala akong gaanong kakilala. So ang solusyon dun ay maging active sa event. Edi sumali ako sa isang event ni oling, ang xmas jingle ng babies! sobrang nakakahiya ng pagkatao yun pero GO GO lang ako. para rin magkafriends na babies~ hehe

NAKAKAHIYA YAN! hahaha

 

Andami ko na rin na ign na -B- and now -B-Karen na lang ako. Di ko na yan papalitan, but i may never know baka matripan ko ulit palitan. Hmm so meron din mga away na ngyari sakin, pero mababaw, at yun siya rin ang umalis ng babies, pinaplastik ko kasi at nabored na sa babies. 

Ang first couple ko naman na babies si Kival (hearthrob ng babies lol) cute si kival, ganda ng buhok which i like (un lang haha) petit, maputi, model kaso maliit e,  sweet rin yan wal ana ako masabi di ko na kasi nakakausap. Tapos si Tsui888 pinsali ko rin ng babies after kami naghiwalay, mabait naman yun. sumali xa kasi mom niya rin naman si pink, till now -B-JthorTsui parin ang ign niya.  loyal dba? haha. Si malamig ang next, nakacouple ko rin yun. haha sarap maging couple nian nahihila ako sa kasikatan hahaha!!!! pero it lasted for like 2 weeks. ayus na ako nun haha solve na =) haha. Now couple ko si fruitsoda haha kilala niyo na yun kung sino.. DAD ko!

Super SAYA sa babies, kalokohan at katuwaan lagi but pag seryoso usapan madali mong makakakwentuhan. Ganun ang masaya kasama, kaya kahit anong pede kong ibigay at itulong ibibigay ko, basta  babies. Wala na akong ibang sasalihan na club, tatak BABIES na ako forever! ayeee haha

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INSOMNIAC

October 24, 2008

Di ako makatulog :(

Yesterday i slept around hmm 3pm then i woke up around 7pm. And WTF i cant sleep afterwards. My eyes were wide open and my mind is thinking all this crazy stuff that makes me awake the whole night. I drunk 4 glasses of water (we ain’t got milk lol) and making myself watch some boring asian drama series, but there is no effect. I can’t still sleep. I had been like this for about a week and i think insomniac got me this time.  I need to get my sleeping habit back again!!!! 

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Midterm Week

October 22, 2008

naloloka ako kasi F ako sa algebra :( mukang kasama na ako sa CLUB ng mga bagsakin sa math haha. Sana tumaas pa yun kahit C lang huhu. But the rest of my grades were actually nice. not that good but better than F. lol. So ayan kahit midterm week di parin ako nagaaral puro pc at laro ng audi at friendster at chat at kung ano ano pang makikita sa pc hahaha. pero daheck parang di ako nagsisisi =)) utak ewan na ako…. 

Di ako makatulog kaya ayanpost muna~

till here love u guys………….

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Story ko?????

October 7, 2008

King and Queen of hearts by Kevin Garciano

 

Start sa…..

“morning ate karen” sa audition

kulitan at kalokohan sa YM

testing ng mic kung nagana

till ang usapang naging mas seryoso!

Before May 4, 2008, actual date namin as couple, lagi na kaming naguusap, always siyang naguitar at lagi naman akong nakikinig at nagpupuri. Di ko nga alam kung gusto niya ako, or friend lang, or nililigawan na ba ako. Hays pero one day, biniro ko sya na “sagutin niya na ako”. Agree naman siya sabay balik sakin ng tanong. Tawa lang kami ng tawa. Exactly 12AM ng May 4 GMT time, I say YES, tayo na! It turned out good though minsan may attempt to split up. May rason naman yun like yung cabal. Grabe naadik magcabal, di na ako naaalala. Ayaw ko naman na puro salita kausap ko. Gusto ko naman naririnig ko boses niya, kahit yung lang. Nakunsensya nga ako nung di na siya nagcacabal at ako naman nagstart na magplay. Yun naman gusto niya e, ang sakin lang pag sabay tayong online, sakin ka lang harhar!

 Hindi namin pinaalam sa kahit sinong tao na kami ( actually ako lang ang may ayaw dahil ayaw kong mapagusapan). But im sure nakakaamoy na yung mga close related people samin. Mas ok na yung kahit nahahalata nila, tahimik parin sila ahehe.

 

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About Me

Im Carren Martinez 19 years of age.

 I want to blog songs that relates to the drama of my life.  Makulit kausap, nakikiride sa lahat ng kwentuhan, seryoso if needed maging seryoso, in short im a LISTENER. Kahit anong topic makikinig ako, basta dont expect me to give a good advise. Minsan kasi di tlg ako ganun katino para magbigay ng payo. pakikinggan lang kita para malabas mo hinanakit mo! OK ba un?

TY VOW!

 

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Reclinable:

I’ve only spent a short amount of time in Manila but I must admit that it’s a wonderful place. But anyway, I just wanted to stop by because I’m researching blogs about Manila. and found your site on google. If you have any ideas on things to try while in Manila then I’d love to hear them. Enjoy Holy Week!

EneLya:

new blog post.. ^_^

EneLya:

pa-link sis.. linked u already

kath:

pde kita maad sa plurk ko. username:starqueen

kath:

pede kita i add sa plurk ko?

kath:

hello po

mig:

bkt mo pinaiyak c ate shobe? haha xD

kidlat:

hoy!! haha.. la lang.. guess who?? nyahahaha

betlog:

hi

oline:

nice ahhaha sory ung akin bitin ktmad eh aha

kevz:

happy 6th monthsary mommy :* luv u

Shrank:

panu maglagay ng music?? d kotlgah alam kung panu.. na-add ko na na bf mo..hihihi

rogell:

RAWRRRR !!!..

cpag !!

shabu:

Good morning Ate karen hahaha…

karenkraine:

naks si wella with tears ba yan? ahehe

herbert:

dropping by to say hi

sven-marvin:

hello from sven-marvin

wella:

nkakatouch nman ung post about sa BABIES ^^ na touch ako super tlga.. thankz din sis lagi ka anjan sa hirap at ginhawa sa club.. laking part ka din sa club dhil nung time na may prob nanjan ka pa din.. ndi ma explain ang pasasalamat ko sau..

wella:

elo hahahaha.. sweet! >.

kev:

luv u -_-

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