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What shall i do?
January 16, 2009This week is insane! Kevin and I dont talk that much. when he got his free time, im too busy and if i got my time he s away. Now he got a gig in laguna which i just know now when he pm me. (wow good for you!) i mean sarcastically. Sometimes nagtataka ko if love ko xa dahil love ko talaga xa until now, or dahil matagal na kami kaya hirap na bumitaw. Ahh basta were stil together.
another stuff happened to me. I saw my ex boyfriend friendster profile and read his shoutout as “carren martinez” which is my name and got his profile name named to “MR. Kraine” which obviously derived from my nick kraine. Its been 2 years since we broke up, and he always comes and go every once in a while. Ugali na niyang guluhin ang utak ko paminsan minsan. This is another moment na nagpaparamdam sya, sa isip niya kasi di ko naman xa pinapansin so why bother calling or pming me. He called me one morning and after bath i saw my phone with 8 miss calls from him, then my phone rang again and i was able to answered it. He was drunk and telling me what he should do to proved that he still loves me. Im totally shocked and dont know what to say. It is so full of drama that made me speechless. He found out that i got a bf and he feels dump. Di ko naman kasalanan e T_T
I felt guilty and flattered that a guy still love me after all this years.


